I am never updating this tumblr again.

Peace out, bitches.

EVEN THOUGH I KNOW THAT SIX INCHES OF SNOW IN OCTOBER WILL BE A BITCH TO SHOVEL, AND WHAT-NOT — THIS IS MY FIRST SNOWFALL IN FIVE FUCKIN’ YEARS, BITCHES!!!

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After a friend forwarded a snide comment my twin sister made about me on livejournal, and then reading her “About Me” on her livejournal info page… I think my twin sister will always be defining herself by comparing herself to me, for the rest of her life, regardless of the fact that I’m thousands of miles away, and never moving back to California..

That’s really pathetic…

I pity her.

Apparently, someone told my twin sister that I blamed her that my life turned to shit, and my sister, gullible as she is, believed it — okay, then. I never said that, but, believe what you want. The closest quote I ever made to that, was “she hurt me more than anyone else ever could”, on August 28th — before we had that brief moment in time of speaking again (after which it was my understanding that we were finally being civil to each other, but, this is why my expectations concerning you are so low now),which does not translate to, “she ruined my life.” My life isn’t ruined at all — I LOVE my life now. In fact, I want to THANK you, sister. If you want to throw shades of self-righteousness on yourself, though, I won’t rain on your holier-than-thou parade you’re throwing for yourself over there.

Have fun living in mommy and daddy’s house, in your mid-twenties, while you slam other family members over livejournal after hearing the latest gossip. I’m so jealous of your lifestyle.

If you want to know what I’m actually saying, than actually talk to me, instead of being a bitter little two-faced coward because I made my own path in life, instead of doing what you’re doing.

Lastly — I say lastly, because this shit is too petty to actually deserve the dignity of any kind of response — as for your livejournal “About Me” remarks (— and, really? You’re stuck in the same rut of pulling the same juvenile bullshit you did with Leigha in 2006? Are you fucking kidding me?):

“I have… an identical twin that acts nothing like me.”

Thank God for that.

“I have a very open mind and respectful of everybody’s beliefs, and I expect the same kind of treatment. I get along with all different types of personalities, as long as you have a basic sense of right and wrong, and you’re not hurting anyone in any way.”

“I also wholeheartedly believe that people will reap what they sow.”

Since you compare yourself to me a lot, I thought you might like to know that I’m reaping pretty good over here. So, what are you reaping? More family gossip and hate? How nice for you. That’s great.

Congratulations on all of your success over there, hun.

Carry on.

p.s. - Write this down if you have to:

My life + my choices + my rewards + my fun + my mistakes + my lessons = NOT YOUR BUSINESS.